Transformer

Mayday! Mayday!

The rain pours very hard. All the forces of heaven went down to earth in a slap. The sky became gloomy and the frogs, all of a sudden came hopping around -perhaps their houses were destroyed by the storm.

These are the moments that i reserve for the two of us. These are the moments that i wish , the rain would not stop cause you will have nowhere to go and will be forced to stay with me.

I ain’t certain about this anymore, to be brutally frank. I would not risk half of my life wasting it on waiting, for the right moment to come, for the right words to tell you, for the right decisions to make. This is going to be very hard for me too , but i don’t think we are going anywhere.

At first , it was damn difficult for me to accept. After less than 3 bloody years of us struggling and fighting for the glory of love-chuva-ek ek , I still can’t understand your sudden emotional demise. It was too hard to take, knowing that it was you, it was really you who wants me to stay.

I don’t know if it’s for torture or you just love putting agony in my shallow head , but it is so painful , and you don’t realize because you are convince that I am just over-acting upon little things . Well , I am not denying the fact that I can act a little too over – acting at times. But i know that it doesn’t happen all the time, so don’t give me that crap again because it will be damn useless.

The nightmares that I have been fearing most of the time are materializing right before my eyes one by one. I am left speechless cause, hell, talking to you is such a complete waste of time. You will not understand a thing, you will not want to realize anything, I am correct aren’t I?

Okay, maybe you are confuse why am I acting this way again .. Let’s just say that your superman tactic doesn’t impress the crowd anymore. Going out when I am doing something in the PC? Oh come on! You could have at least told me that you will go to a place blah blah blah to do a blah blah blah yada yada. Oh, and may I remind you , this is not the first time that it happened. I am so fed up with this.

You don’t wanna see my face and yet you still want me to be around? Why the hell do you still want me to stay? Are you trying to act like those stupid persons in SAW?

I will not talk to you. But i will let the whole web what you are up to.

You are not just a prick now – you successfully transformed into a total jerk. Congratulations.

I can’t believe that I fell on to your trap again – promises, promises. I am so damn fed up!

One day I will just vanish. You will see.